In dreams you're mine forever

2011-12-07T21:53:00.000-08:00

HEY DOPESTER.

Pingswen and I opened our blogshop already, go support kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk:)

Visit www.beatthatsexydope.blogspot.com :)

Refund

2011-11-26T08:36:00.000-08:00

Hi readers!

So sorry for not updating my blog after my exams as you can tell from my previous post I said that I've lost interest in blogging! But I've got a good news for you guys, my babygirl (Pingswen) and I will be opening a blogshop soon (as soon as she comes back from overseas as she has the pictures of the clothes) Please stay tune!

Meanwhile,

I'm selling this ripped shorts at $15, it's brand new. Tagged size S, able to fit people who wear Size 26. Anyone interested? If you are interested mail me at s.eika-@hotmail.com .

This is reality

2011-10-19T05:59:00.000-07:00

Hi I'm back!!! My exams ended last Friday, that period was hell, mugging almost every single day. But now it's over! #hellyeah So on friday, went Queensway to collect my class's tee. My class tee has swag, guess what it is written? (shall post a picture up on the next blog entry) Ooo btw, I've really lost interest in blogging, so I think I'll be back only when I feel like it? Meanwhile....

I'm rather active on my twitter, so follow me :

http://twitter.com/#!/SeikaMxh

My Facebook is kinda dead, but I still log in to kill time when I'm bored, so add me :

http://www.facebook.com/Seikapwnsyou

Bye.

2011-09-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

Will be back a month later. Xo

2011-08-26T19:27:00.001-07:00

Father, please speak to me. :(

2011-08-20T18:58:00.000-07:00

Will be back soon.

Things change

2011-07-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

I wanted to let this blog rot cause honestly, I don't have the time to blog and I have no feeling for blogging anymore. Moreover, I doubt anyone is reading this dead blog.

Well, quick update about my daily life. School's fine, my weekdays and weekends are both busy. Going for school, cell and church. Life seems great from my blog but it isn't sound as good as it is. Last week, I cried during church. It's just the beginning of this week and I cried yesterday. People say I care too much about school friends, that's because I am cherishing what I have now and not making the same mistakes that I have made in the past. I know I can't find friends forever in school, but that doesn't mean I don't have to care about their feelings cause they are humans too. I've never cried because of my friends and you're the first? Do you know I have the urge to go up to you and slap you in the face cause you're such an asshole? But thinking twice, it's just a waste of my time and for a person like me, I'd rather ignore such small matters like what Terry and Vivien said. I just want you to know, one day you'll realize what I have been doing for you and what I have already done for you. Although you are someone who mean a lot to me, but that doesn't mean I have to suck it all up to you, I mark a point and made a decision. and I am determined to stick to that decision I've made. I'm going to let nature take it's course and I will continue with my life, you'll be back only when you reflect on yourself. Just reflect what have you been towards me.

I...... got the courage to post all this, and I wonder why. It just mean too much to me.

Plans that are made

2011-07-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

I wonder whose still reading my blog. :/

15 July

School was fine, stayed over at Wanwen's house on Friday with Joanna Cheryl Jewel Vivien Rebbecca and supposedly Ugena, but she missed the last train home so she didn't come over. Went Pasta Mania to have our dinner. Eric was super nice and he gave us extra drinks and dessert. :) After that, headed over to some snack shop to get midnight snacks, bused to WW's house. Played the guitar, sang and chatted. Had a great time with all of them, was the first one to sleep cause I was worn out that day like literally.

16 July

Went Zone Meeting together with the girls, had a great time there! Dinnered at Siglap with Zone people, headed over to SPC. Played some ice breakers while Jerald/Linus/Joanna played the guitar! Headed home after that.

17 July

Had service today. After having dinner at PP's foodcourt, decided to go Changi Airport to chill and slack with Cheryl Brandon Jerald Terry. Bused home with Brandon, had a great chat with him about some things.. :)

SCHOOL TOMORROW, AM GOING #LIKEABOSS

lmf

2011-07-11T05:02:00.000-07:00

Been so long since I've updated my blog..... no feelings for blogger already. Many things happen over the past 2 weeks? I've got no time for the past me, it's not even the holidays and I am like that. Anyway, school's fine. :)

Get a life bitches.

Butterflies in the stomach

2011-06-28T06:07:00.000-07:00

Quick summary about what happened last few days or even weeks. LOL Sorry, I was being a lazy bum not updating my blog often as school as just started and I want to give my fullest. :)

So anyway, ____'s chalet was awesome. (Not mentioning whose it was) Had a great time chit-chatting with Betty. thanks Rand, JL, JJ, Dav, Xran and a mysterious person for the cab fare home with Alicia Yvonne and Jennifer. Tonned over Alicia's house. What made my day that day was that I received a text from Aloysius. I did not know he was Aloysius until I called him as he sent me a text (not his number) saying : "Hey:) I am an ang moh lang from overseas:) Just wna say hi. And chat for awhile." So was wondering who is it, called him using hun's phone and he picked up. Kept saying hello but he also went like 'hello?' After awhile, I scolded him 'who you la' and he went like.. 'i'm i'm.. LIONEL!' Got shocked for a moment, but after awhile of silence, he said he was Aloysius. He asked me stupid things and told me I was wasting my phone bill. What a joker, his so tanned and he said he is an ang moh lang!

Forgot what I did the next few days, met Jennifer walk walk, WWW with Kityu Gerallyn and Navjeet. IT WAS A BLAST, fun. Flea, Expo, Bugis, Out with cell member, one love conference, church and school officially opened.

(27 June) School was fine on the 1st, lunch with Grace Sihui Cheryl and Kityu. Great time talking and crapping. :)

(28 June) School was also fine, nothing much.

I love you, I love your voice, I love how fit you are, I love your hair, I love your looks, I love your height, I love your weight, I love just the way you are. I love how you call out for my name, I love how you smile at me, I love how you reply me with smiley faces, I love how you told me to get over you, I love how you told me that someone out there is better than you, I love how you say you'll try to text me more often, I love you how you said we can be friends, I love how you waved at me, I love how you cycled me, I love how you play pool, I love how you eat, I love how you watch the tv, I love how you dress, I love everything that you do.

One fine day, a girl was crossing a small road with her phone on her hand, replying texts. She looked up and she saw someone she missed a lot and want him back a lot. He literally looked away when she saw him, so did she when she saw him look away. But when they walked past each other... he turned and shouted her name, waved and smile. :)

So glad

2011-06-18T10:00:00.000-07:00

I wish those feelings comes back. Cause I am not going to give up, not now.

Grant me

2011-06-17T21:46:00.000-07:00

So hi, been super busy this week! So let me just update roughly about this week. :)

13 June

Day out with Arnold Derrick and Alicia, been so long since I went out with those 2 boys. It's been like ages since we watch a movie together. So decided to watch Super 8 (Arnold suggested it) at Century, the movie was horrible. I kept asking Arnold what is the story about in the end but he said he also don't understand. Argh so after the movie, went over to macs and seat down there thinking where to go. After so much talking, we just headed off to kpool. Bused to Parkway, met Joel and walked over to kpool, played pool. Surprisingly my skills did not drop much? Decided to have our dinner at Mos Burger,they're like hilarious people cause they kept calling each other chicken gay mushroom when we were having our dinner ._. Suppose to talk bus home with Arnold but Alicia and I went back first. :)

14 June

I'm officially 15 years old! Jennifer wanted to meet me, so... I went over to Bedok Inter and meet her. After meeting her, walked over to Bedok Point's kbox to meet Weechuan. He's super nice now, cause it's my birthday so he treat me to kbox and lunch. Haha!

I miss how close we were. :/

Sing sang song, Weechuan kept singing Luo Zhi Xiang songs. Irritating or what, standard never change. He still thinks he is Luo Zhi Xiang.

So, had our lunch. THE FOOD IS YUMMY. I love the chicken, yumyum. Talked a lot with Jennifer and suddenly someone open the door (the person working there) with a cake, and Weechuan went like "OI I NEVER ORDER OH, GO OUT GO OUT." then I was like laughing and the waiter went out. Less than 5 minutes he come back in and say "Eh take your cake la I need to my work ok." so he said okay, and then they when I look at the cake.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEIKA NOOB. I love the cake a lot, but, frankly speaking the cake tasted awful. So Weechuan had to throw away, he wanted to bash me but I kept telling him not to. Haha! Ok I am quite lazy to say what actually happened.

LZX

Around 2pm I left Bedok Point and went over to Marina Bay to meet Peiting cause Arnold called me and say they are all at Marina Barrage. Met Peiting, went over to Marina Barrage, and guess what? I only saw Hsuan Arnold and Alicia, so we find a place to sit down... chatted for awhile and suddenly Derrick Jedrich Amanda Kimberly appear right behind me with chocolate cake. The cake must be super ex cause it's from awfully chocolate. LOVE THEM TO THE MAX, how sweet can they be? Some person came and said we can't sit on the table and chair so we find somewhere else to sit. Was eating the cake and the boys were acting kinda weird. Hell them, cause Arnold and Hsuan dashed to me with the cake and the bash me on my HEAD + HAIR they failed to bash me on my face :( So sad. HAHA I wanted revenge but I run to slow already. :( Kinda clear the place up and went to wash my hair.

Went over to some shop and buy Kite to play, bought the spiderman one cause Derrick say it's nice. AHA, so bought it and went to play. Kept trying to fly it but it keep falling, I gave up and leave it to Derrick Arnold Peiting Alicia to do it. LOL they made the kite spoil I think so we just sat there and look at them play. Around 8 plus went over to Clarke Quay walked around.. MRT to somerset, Peiting brought us to some roof top which is freaking high, played cards there around going 11 left the place, took bus 16 home with Arnold and talked to him about some things. Home sweet home at 12 plus.

Pictures with Alicia and Peiting, will upload when they send me the photos. And I realise my English getting bad....... :( kbye.

15!

2011-06-13T09:39:00.000-07:00

I am officially 15! I'm still waiting for Joy to wish me happy birthday. :@ I hope you see this bitch, I miss you track loads. Gonna sleep soon, need to wake up early later to meet Jennifer and Weechuan, after that meeting love & co, night time will be meeting cell people! Hopefully this birthday goes well for me. :) I am definitely doing a better post tomorrow after I come back home :)

I hope you wish me happy birthday. I really hope!

Suck it up

2011-06-08T09:36:00.000-07:00

Decided to make a quick post before my laptop run out of battery! Life's good, actually GREAT. :) Last week and this week everything went pretty well. Had class meetup, meeting my bby Jennifer, played pool with Junjie, meeting my bbg Jescinda Yiyuan for movie, Basket ball with Lionel and co, tonned over at Alicia's house and meet up with my wife Kimberly! Shall quickly elaborate some of the days. :)

2 June

I want this t-shirt, and guess who got this t-shirt when band SIXX threw this shirt? Lionel! Hell, but he look good in it! :) :) So had class meet up at Bryan's house, his house's swimming pool is freaking awesome and I love it, he booked the conference room for us to play and order things to eat for our dinner. Had a great day there! After that went Parkway to buy Willi's thing, was 'playing' inside Giant. :$ Wanted to take bus 16 home but Lionel was going home alone so decided to accompany him. Kityu sent us to the alley and we walked all the way to Katong's side bus stop with Willi and Ian. Waited for bus 12, some random guy came up to me and talked to me about death cases, LOL funny cause Willi and Ian left already left Lionel and I. When the guy talk to me, Lionel was giving me the "O.O?!" face. After the random guy went off, Lionel kept pestering me. -.- Took bus 12 home after that :)

3rd June

Met Jennifer Junjie Anil and co for pool. ^^

4th June

Bball with Kityu Lionel and co, was fun but shall not elaborate about when we were heading home. ._.

5th June

Lionel and bball team went Perth :(

6th June

Watched X-MEN with Jescinda Yiyuan and supposing Nicholas but he couldn't make it, nice show! Rate it 4.7/5! Suggest you all to watch it. Yiyuan was the only guy there so decided to call Junjie to come over and he really did. At least Yiyuan had someone to accompany him. Had a great chat with bbg after movie. :)

7 May

Met Kimberly and headed over to Bugis, Alicia came afterwards. Shopped, Kimberly gtg so hun and I headed over to Suntec for a walk. Then took bus 10 all the way from Suntec to Tampines Inter, decided to ton over hun's house so bought dinner at T1, headed to her house. Realise that I did not take much picture with her so decided to spam photo! But only 1 is uploaded :)

Dedications to you hun!

Know you approximately a year already. 2 more days to exactly 1 year. Didn't except us to be this close! Thanks for listening to me when I am sad, angry or even happy. Love you for all the memories, all the good times we had within a year. Definitely did not regret knowing you cause you're one of the best person I've met in my life! Love you, xoxo. <3

This is my laptop's background! Am lovin' it :)

9 May

Went over Kityu's house to do project and holiday homework. (LOL unbelievable) Completed a bit of Chinese and pair work for Literature. Headed over to Parkway for late lunch, ate macs. Chatted loads of stuff. Went back to her house, she showed me loads of things and played Ipad apps. Home after that.

10 May

Buffet at (I forgot the condo's name) with loads of people. I LOVE FOOD, super nice. Was playing with the swimming pool water and decided to play some games, tired max. Headed home around 10 with Kityu, was chatting with her and Justin when walking to bus stop, too many topics in common. :) Home sweet home at 11.

K I've updated whole load of things but I realise none of them is relating to Joy. Ff, better call her up soon. I miss her so much.

Die in your arms

2011-06-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

I, wrote a whole chunk of rants in this post but..... I backspaced everything. I think the picture explains it all.

I don't need a special day to let go

2011-05-31T02:14:00.000-07:00

June holiday's are here, got back my report book. 2/20, lost to Lionel by 0.1% hellyeah. Mr Khong gave both of us chocolate, sneakers! Forgot what happened on friday. :/

28 May
Went out with Kityu Gerallyn and Navjeet, had a great time with them at Parkway even though it's a boring place. Honestly, the only place that has good memories and the best memories with them is at Parkway cause we went there since we were in primary school and I remember we made a nuisance out of ourselves at every part of Parkway in the past. ^^

29 May
Met love and hun! Miss them track loads! Love our sunday dates. Met them at Bugis. Had our late lunch at Pasta Mania. After that, shopped around bugis street, didn't really shop just walked around and more of talking. Went iluma's roof top and take pictures. Love left, continued walking around Bugis street with hun, she bought some stuffs and then we headed home.

Hey love, this post is rather dedicated for you.

We've actually been through quite a lot, people don't know but we know. Meeting you was one of the best thing in my life! You're nice, nicer than I thought and nicer than I heard from people. Nothing is going to tear us apart, nobody is going to ruin our friendship alright! Love you, xoxo.

30 May

Met Kityu on the bus and headed to Tampines! Had our lunch at Popeyes, soon Navjeet and Gerallyn came, they ate their lunch and we proceeded to buy tickets for Kungfu panda. Cute show, I like. Rate it 4/5 cause I'm not so into cartoon shows but honestly, I think it was kinda worth to watch it.

After watching, walked around Tampines mall, wanted to go open plaza but got some fun fair put up there, saw Claudia and friends there said hi and went off to T1 roof top! Chatted, laughed like mad cause we were cracking some jokes! Took photo. ^^ headed home after that. :)

Decided to do my maths homework (I have no idea why am I doing it) didn't know how to do... luckily I was chatting on msn with Lionel and Brandon. Asked Brandon how do to and he was like teaching me through msn. I didn't get him so he called me and we talked for more than 1 hour. He can be my maths tutor already cause almost all my questions was taught by him. ;)

Kityu! (L)

Decided to do my maths homework after I got home and bathed (I have no idea why am I doing it) didn't know how to do... luckily I was chatting on msn with Lionel and Brandon. Asked Brandon how do to and he was like teaching me through msn. I didn't get him so he called me and we talked for more than 1 hour. He can be my maths tutor already cause almost all my questions was taught by him. ;)

True isn't it? I did felt awkward when we had eye contact cause you meant the whole world to me. I still miss you and I just hope you'd just appear infront of me again someday.

If you ever love somebody

2011-05-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's Friday, I am happy that from tomorrow onwards, June holidays are officially starting! Tomorrow I am getting back my report book, quite scared. :/ And I am also sad, cause I won't be able to take bus 12 every morning and see __, and won't be able to see him for a month in school! Additionally, I won't get to see Kityu and co often. :( Terence went overseas, Malay. While Lionel is going Australia on the 6th June with his basket ball team! Can't have any class outing yet, but planning to have class outing or any outings after they come back!!

26 May

Okay back to topic! School was fine, I finally ate a proper meal in school today. I have been skipping all my meals since April. Long or what? After school, headed to Simei with Kityu Cheryl Navjeet and Gerallyn. Went 18chef to wait for Joanna to come, had our lunch there. :) Walked around the shopping mall, decided to go over Parkway for a haircut. Went there, was cutting hair and suddenly Jewel and Yani popped out, we walked around Parkway together and headed home after that. My hair is super screwed and to me it's short -.-

/Dear hair fairy, please make my hair grow faster! :(

Hey boy! Happy birthday, you're one year older now and hope you have grown more matured than before. Was hesitating to message you a "Happy Birthday" in the morning but I did, and even asked if you saw me the other day. Was excepting you to reply me just a word without any emotions. But ended up you replied me with 2 smiley faces and even said "ty:) tot you forgot:) ya" Was jumping up and down the class when I read the message! :$ I miss you.

I wish I was still your ......

Degraded

2011-05-25T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hi. I am very lazy to update, but life's good in school. Definitely. I think I've changed, which is a good thing to me. ^^ Got back drift result slip today, all pass. Super satisfied cause all of my subjects are improving. :)

"Every new beginning, comes from other beginnings end."

Yes, people change. That doesn't mean it's for you to complain to other people and tell them it's my/our fault for changing my/our attitude towards you. I have my own reasons, so quit assuming. If you think my/our attitude sucks, reflect on your attitude and also reflect on how you talk, treat people. You're fucking getting on my nerves bitch.

Tomorrow's your birthday! <3

I've got a style

2011-05-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

Don't quite like today, but I think thanks to my bby Kityu, I am feeling better! But still, _|_ today. Hah, bused down Tampines to meet Nasha Lionel Bryan Ian Willi today for bball, wasn't playing at all cause... personal reasons. Walked to tamp inter with them except for Nasha and parted ways, took MRT down to VivoCity to meet Peiting and Alicia, ate my dinner and chatted. Home sweet home at 945pm. Super short but actually there IS more.

When I reached Tampines Inter, was walking towards Sunplaza Park direction, which is the Koi direction. Was walking, until I saw this guy or rather more like a boy's back view looking hot with his hair and headphone. I slowly looked from top to bottom... and realised the shirt he was wearing was so familiar, so was his Bermudas and slippers and I guess I knew who he was.. I wanted to walk the other way cause I.. just didn't want to see him. But I decided to just walk beside him and then when I walk beside him.. he turned and look at me, I looked and him and I just rolled my eyes on him and walked off. Hell yeah, walked off and immediately called Kityu and tell her about it. Was telling her what happened and when I reached Sunplaza Park I ranted like I've never rant in my life before and I nearly broke down. I mean like, why.. why out of all places I saw him? Fml I seriously shouldn't had rolled my eyes, why should and would I even roll my eyes at him? It wasn't even his fault for all the things that happened.

I hope you are happy without me right now, 4 more days to your birthday and I really hope you'll enjoy it and not let your parents ruin your mood. Seeing you today made me happy, but it also made me upset cause of some reasons.. you played a big part of my life, you seriously do. :)

5 more days

2011-05-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

I give up on uploading the BBQ pictures, cause blogger is still being a bitch. Hah, so.. I got back my results. To me, I think it's quite good as I did not fail any subject but still quite disappointed.
Topped my class for some subjects and I'm quite happy! :)

So after school, stayed back for awhile with Kityu Gerallyn Wanwen Navjeet Georgina Lionel Bryan Willi, was chatting at the canteen for super long and went up to the library and continued chatting. Was playing true or dare, luckily I got true and not dare! and those questions they ask were super $%^&@@(*@#& . Left around 230, walked to bus stop and Navjeet decided to take bus with me back + walk me home and then she take bus back to school (insane but so nice) had a great talk with her! (hope you're feeling better!)

Prepared for cousin's wedding. SHE LOOKED DAMN GORGEOUS. Went Marina Mandarin Hotel, she hired this actor to be her photographer! (I do have his picture, but not of his face) The person who declare them as husband and wife was super hilarious, he told my cousin's husband : When I ask you if you love her, you must reply her "Yes I do, wa dan jin ku (I wait very long)" and he also said then when he declare them as wife and husband, they promote from S to M (not small to medium) but single to married. LOL had dinner there! Been so long since I talked to my cousin, love her max she's so sweet to me. Home around 11 plus drop dead on bed straight.

Hey boy, 5 more days to your birthday. :)

Always be my valentines

2011-05-19T04:06:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to upload the BBQ photos but I can't! It says 'ERROR' or whatsoever when the uploading is almost complete. But it's okay, here's a picture of the girls at the BBQ. Our class only have 7 girls, 2 did not come but we still had lots of fun.

So.. on

18 May

Had school, met hun in the morning. Post exam activity was extremely boring, but what to do?! Had OMG - One Moment of Glory in the morning, Ms Yo danced sasa! Hot max, didn't except her to dance! Lazy to elaborate the others. After school went 18 chef with my dearies which is Kityu Gerallyn and Navjeet, had our lunch there was laughing the whole day. Decided to go back to school for my dearies cause they wanted to see some people! Bused back, waited for the some people to be dismissed. At around 430 they were dismissed and they got changed into their attire for CCA and they went running, so we went of school to see them. Happy that my dearies saw all of those people they wanted to see. :) Bused back home with them and mysterious person.

19 May

Nothing special today lunch with the same people, had a great chat there. Was sharing all our experiences about friendship and relationship. Shall not go into details, so anyway went back to school once again to wait for those people to end their classes. Played bball while waiting for them with Xerxes Xavier Marcel Jiayuan and Navjeet, super fun. Those people came out and we headed home after that :) Was talking about stuffs on bus... and I mentioned something that I wanted to mention it long ago, friends were all telling me to "choose one!" but I refused. Well.. maybe I should just move on, even though there definitely maybe a little feelings still.

Have you ever...

feel like crap, but you don't wanna tell anyone. When you realise that pouring out your feelings to someone might make you feel better, you can't find anyone to do so? Or even... telling someone you trust and ended up getting those replies like "I don't care" "It doesn't concern me"?

It was easy for me to say goodbye, but took forever for me to really mean it.

Fuck yeah

2011-05-17T07:51:00.001-07:00

Blogger is being a bitch for not letting me upload a lot of picture at one time, and I took like so long to upload this 1 picture. Will update on class BBQ once blogger gets better. So anyway... school life have been great, of course great WITHOUT her.

I actually planned to stay at home today even though prince asked me out today, but Junjie asked me out so met Alicia and Huihui and headed down to kpool to meet Junjie Anil Ellery and co. Saw Nicholas, miss him so so much! Wanted to ask him to stay at kpool to accompany me, but he boarded the bus already. Sad, but this coming Sunday I'll be meeting him! Oh well, my bad I saw someone that I don't wish to see. You wouldn't know how much I hate you, hah. Played pool, went dinner came back and play with Junjie. Headed home after that.

Felt like slapping your face so much when i saw you, it's like !@&*($&@# hellya bitch. You're officially the one I hate the most among my ex. J was so much and way better than you.

Biggest lie

2011-05-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

5 papers down, 2 more to go. Hopefully I'll be able to make it. Will blog soon, xo.

I miss you, I really do. I thought I was over you, but I guess that was just what I thought. No amount of words, tears would bring you back. What's done is done, what can I do? Regrets, regrets listening other people's words, regret what I've done, regret how I treated you, regret how I talked to you.

Remember when you asked me "Why did you put our anniversary on your MSN pm?" I thought to myself... "You actually remembered."

#1

2011-05-02T06:05:00.001-07:00

2nd May 2011 -

Played ball with Kityu Nasha Lionel Bryan Terence Xerxes Ian Willi. Bryan and Terence made my day that day! They wanted to rebound, and when they step on the puddle of water... they slipped and fall. Hilarious, Terence was so shy that he stayed at the fence all the way. And I met this very weird guy.. who kept saying I play very good, or when I accidently hit the ball and the ball hit him, he went like " Bu yao dong wo la! " wtflol, I don't even know him. ._.

3-6 May 2011 -

Nothing much, stayed back with Kityu Lionel Bryan and Leroy, chit-chatted all the way, Joanna's house, Manpuku with Joanna Ugena Cheryl and etc.

Know how much I hate you? I feel like extinguishing you from this world. Why did I even met you in the first place? Why did I even accept you? You disguise me, like seriously..

P/S: I♥FLASH.

Fake

2011-04-29T06:22:00.000-07:00

3 papers down

Just 1 sentence will do.

Flash

2011-04-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

2 papers down.

Those weird feelings when I see you.

When someone mention your name, I will literally smile or even laugh...

That awkward moment when you look into my eyes.

Those promises made, you actually did kept it.

When I take your things, you'll just grab my hand.

And when other people take your thing, you'll keep asking them back But when I take it, you won't and even let me keep them.

When I am out with other people, you'll keep asking me why am I with them.

When I sit with 'A', you will stare at me the entire time.

I see a difference when you message other girl and me.

Tell me, why did I not notice you earlier?

Hey boy

2011-04-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

His definitely is special. :)

MT tomorrow, ain't prepared but gonna do my best. :')

Promises

2011-04-25T03:33:00.000-07:00

Sup! Exams are around to corner, this might be my last update! But don't stop visiting my blog, I'll blog when I have the time. :)

I think I've not updated about my good Friday and etc so I'm gonna update now! :)

22 April 2011

Prepared and bused down to tjr blk1, met Kityu Nasha Lionel Bryan Ian Xerxes Xavier, slacked chatted and played bball and oh gosh, I got hit on my face twice by the ball, Kityu got hit twice on her head and Bryan got hit everywhere! Hoho, around 5, Dominic came. Xerxes and Xavier left, played till 7 plus. Took bus 12 with Nasha Kityu Lionel Bryan and Ian while Dominic went home by bike. Okay something happened after that, but it's a secret between N, L, B and I. Overall, it was fun!

23 April 2011

Met Cheryl at whitesands headed over to Joanna's. Shared with everyone about our week and we worshipped, after that had dinner at down town east. Saw Vanessa Grace Alicia Carine Jiajun Alaister and some other nass in another cell group! Parted ways with cell people, had my dinner with Cheryl Vanessa and Grace. Great chat, was talking about a lot of things. After that, went Ehub for bowling but I did not bowl, chatted with Terry all the way about his past and my past. Chatted and bowl till 1030 plus took bus 12 with Brandon and Cheryl.

24 April 2011

Met Nasha Lionel Bryan for study session and bball, was super fun! Lazy elaborate but I know I'm loving everyone now.

Nothing much to update about today, :') Stay tune for the next post xoxo.

19 April 2011

2011-04-21T05:43:00.000-07:00

Nasha's 15th birthday!

Hey baby, we've been friends for less than 6 months! But I really love having a friend like you! Making my day in 2C1 wonderful (same to the other 2C1 people!) Love you many. Mua mua :*

Let pictures do the speaking, cause I'm lazy to talk about it!!

I love my hun! ♥
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20 April 2011

Nothing much, after school watched Never Say Never with Cheryl and Joanna. Rate it about 3.5/5? It wasn't really that bad, but for me.. it's like the movie kept repeating about Justin Bieber's concert and etc. Which made the movie kinda boring, but frankly speaking! I think Justin Biebier is cute! His baby photos are like *thumbs up*

Joanna told us many things, I think I've learned a lot from her :-)

21 April 2011

I got back 3 tests papers, English Geography and Science. Was expecting to get less than 18 for my English factual report, I was expecting lesser actually, because Ms Poh kept saying that we did very badly for our tests! but....... (results are below)

I did not do well for my Geography..... disappointed cause I wrote the wrong thing on the wrong question.

When going through papers,

Mrs Leong was like : "Seika!!!!!!"

Me: Yes?????????

Mrs Leong : MUST PASS GEOGRAPHY!

Me : Woa scare me! OKAY I WILL!

Part of the class : "because, WE LOVE GEOGRAPHY!"

But when I got back my Science paper, I was happy like shit! 1st in class :-)

Geography 14/30

English factual report 20/30

Science 31/30

Had TCM workshop, went with Ian Lionel Dominic and Kityu :-) Bused home with Kityu, had a great chat during the bus ride! :-)

16 April 2011

2011-04-18T02:49:00.000-07:00

Hey it's O.V.E.R

Sorry readers for the update! As I 'promised' that I'll update, here are the pictures on saturday's BBQ. :)

Met Cheryl Ugena Kelvin Carey & co at Whitesands, it was raining heavily so had to camp in Whitesands while waiting for others to come. Went walking around the mall, bought some snacks and the rain stopped like finally, so we headed our way to Elias Green Condo. Reached there, started raining again was camping under some gigantic umbrella (I don't know what you call that) near the swimming pool while the poor people set up a big blue cover thingy ontop of the BBQ pit. :)

Oh and the rain finally stopped, we started BBQ-ing and played some games. :-)

Jerald Kelvin Changwai busy cooking.... they were like those people who non-stop preparing food for us to eat! :-)

Oh my SATAYS (L)
Say hi to the (fish) chief, Kelvin! ;)

I did not really eat this fish cause it looked extremely spicy, I just ate the fish inside which doesn't have any chilli on it. It wasn't that bad! Cause the chief was a pro.

Joshua, Changwai, (forgot the name..) and Rebecca busy washing the food!

Infact, everyone was busy doing their things :-)

Food food food, nothing else but food.

Carey, Victoria and Angela why never look into the camera!!

Rebecca's trying to tell us that the stick is broken, how are we going to eat it. But we still ate it uh!

(forgot who) and Joanna :)

Changwai, (forgot who) Joshua and Rebecca! :-)

Joshua's handsome face. I tried making him smile naturally but he can't!!! This is like the best out of all I guess.
This picture explains everything :-)

Main focus : Not the person, but the sunglass that reflects.... ME!

I told them to act cool, but looks like only Rebecca's attempting to do it while Navjeet's smiling! :(

Say hi to Navjeet and I ♥

I love my lesbo ♥
Gayboy! I asked him to pose like that :)

Processed face #1
Processed face #2

Joanna and Vivien.
Hey cool girl ~

Chio or what.

(honestly, I'm not in the mood of blogging but i'm just doing it for the sake of myself! lol)

After BBQ, went over the bball court and play cards/chill/bball. Played cards with Brandon Linus Jerald and others whom I forgot.

Linus constipated face.

Rebecca! ♥
Credits : Brandon
Credits : Brandon
Terry's backview. Wearing his school basketball jersey. :-)

Ignore what the hell am I doing thanks.

Was a great day! Lazy to elaborate :'(

Pray

2011-04-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

I wonder if it applies to you too?

Facts

2011-04-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

Tell me when will I be seriously happy?

P/S: You huanlo, pig face bitch.

Missing you

2011-04-12T04:30:00.000-07:00

I miss you bitch, if you were here with me I would have already lived my life happily and I wouldn't have so many problems.

2011-04-12T03:58:00.000-07:00

I love Alicia SHY :* :*

10 April

Met hun at Tamp, ate and waited for Nicholas to come over, he bought his new skateboard! ^^.

So anyway, was bored decided to go to Open Plaza and slack, and then.... something funny happened I guess?

So this is what happened, a bunch of malay guys (from the above picture, can you see the background? The guy in beanie and his friends) came over and ask if they could borrow the skateboard and Nicholas said okay. They started questioning if Nicholas knew skateboard tricks, but they were rather friendly!! I like! They took the skateboard and tried to do some tricks, this guy in red he tried to flip the skateboard... and he failed! Not only he failed, he wanted to flip but instead of flipping, he pushed the skateboard all the way to side, and the skateboard fell into the freaking water. (if you guys know tm open plaza got this place you can sit, and behind it there's this role of water? LOL) HILARIOUS MAX, and then this friend ran towards the water lane and took out the skateboard ran back to his seat and he was so GOOD that he took out his skirt and wipe the skateboard! Alicia Nicholas and I was like laughing out lungs out cause the way he reacted was super funny.

The rest I'm lazy to elaborate... so, let's move on to following day.

11 April

Hoho, went school was pretty okay, many things happened but all these things are good, of course it isn't good for me but my gf! :D Lazy elaborate too.

12 April

I HAD MY BLOODY SCIENCE TEST, WAS SO DAMN NERVOUS. :'( I don't wanna flunk my paper!!!!!!

When I see you, I'll get quiet and look at my phone. When I see you, I'd get high. When I see you, my heartbeat beats very fast. When I see you, my heart melts. When I see you, I'll get quiet and look at my phone. And when I see you, I wish I can hug you...

2011-04-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

Updated on saturday's post, sunday & monday will do it later on if I got the time, if not I'll do it tomorrow. Sorry readers! Xoxo

Am damn stress about my Science test tomorrow........

Harvest Event

2011-04-11T04:15:00.000-07:00

HEY HI HELLO!

As I promised, I'll update about saturday (and sunday) So! Basically, prepared and went over to Katong to meet the other people, was waiting for Navjeet but Vivien called and ask me to go over and meet her. Was so hot outside, so decided to went in Corner Stone instead, waited for the entrance to be opened, Navjeet and some others.

When the entrance opened, Terry dashed to get candyfloss, LOL. Damn funny, his like eating none stop! Gosh, soon many people came camwhored and we started playing Xbox Kinect Sports! Is like super fun, but of course I didn't play, cause shy :$. But Navjeet and Amalia played, so damn hilarious can?! Played until it was time to go up for the event, "Don't Bluff" seat there for like 2 hours... but it was fun watching those people act and stuff.

After the event, went to "The Lord" to have our late lunch/dinner? To kill time, we played monopoly deal, we waited for the food for damn long, when I eat finish Cheryl's food haven even come ._. lousy service like seriously... and the food wasn't really nice. After eating, played cards again and everyone contributed money for Kelvin's cake (it was a surprise for him) We acted like nothing's happening, continued playing cards until everyone started to stop what their doing, and then started singing

After eating, played cards again and everyone contributed money for Kelvin's cake (it was a surprise for him) We acted like nothing's happening, continued playing cards until everyone stop what their doing, and started singing birthday song for Kelvin! We put 2 & 4 candles instead of 2 & 3 candles, oopsie and he was like "eh I not that old okay!" Hahaha, cut cake took pictures!

Hoho featuring my super awesome girlfriend Navjeet, know you are reading this! (L)

Say hi to the monopoly pro Jerald, and Brandon!

Epic ah the face, LOL.

So, we left around 6 going 7 I guess, we ran in the rain just to go over to the bus stop ._. everyone was wet, like seriously wet but whatever! Luckily Terry shield me over, but still wet! :@ So headed our way to Vivo City > Universal Studio. Took 10, was quite a long journey cause it was raining heavily.... but played cards inside the bus with Brandon. 1v1, 5 property. I WON, like duhhhhhhh :p Haha, joked and chatted.

Reached Vivo City, bought the ticket to go in Sentosa, went in and bought the ticket for the night fireworks I think? :/ Hoho

WELCOME TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOOOOO :) Okay this photo was meant to be below.. but I don't know why is it up here :(

Jump shot fail.....
Took train over to USS, was spamming photos all the way, look at Terry's processed face, hilarious sia, he kept laughing at his own photo! LOL

Joanna!

Reached there, walked over to the entrance... and then suddenly...

Kelvin acted like his the Singapore Merlion, like cool only HAHA. and .....

Everyone started playing this game, must walk pass 5 green thingy (whatever you call that) in the picture, some got wet, LIKE THE WET CAME OUT RIGHT IN THEIR FACE. LOL, k stop, walked over to USS's entrance and.. there we started taking photos again~

Cheryl lesbo ~
Vivien, Jerald, Brandon, Joanna, Terry, I forgot who, Nigel, Joshua, Shamin and Rebecca!

Hey hi hello, I like what Joshua's doing. Was playing around!

Act cool buey cool... tsk HAHA

FIREWORKS STARTED WHEN WE WERE TAKING PHOTOS. So we ran like wild boars! The sound ah, super loud like gun ... but the fireworks was pretty, like seriously pretty. It's just that the camera man (Terry) he not photogenic enough to take nice photos... Blame him!

Pretty or what.

Like rainbowwwwwwww! (L)

If only Joshua was looking into the camera, it would be nice!!! But it's okay, still nice~
Another act cool buey cool.

So, after fireworks we continued loitering around USS, we started playing a game.. retarded but fun. Took a video of it, if it's possible I'll upload it! So this was the game, we had to walk towards one big crowd, and when Kelvin/Nigel say 1, 2, 3 we have to freeze right in front of them for 10 seconds! So we walked towards this one big crowd, and freezed, Victoria and I happened to stand infront this 2 lady, they freezed too and even stared at us THEY WERE LAUGHING. LOL, I couldn't take it but to just move! HAHA.

Stopped playing and started taking photos, again. Cause of Terry la! Haha.

Crazy people (Y)
Terry ah Terry, stop snapping my photo.... LOL
Okay so now you guys must be wondering how exactly Terry looks like eh?

Featuring Terry over here! :) Handsome hor?

Had so much fun at USS with cell people! The sad thing is Navjeet left after the late lunch / dinner.. argh if there's here it would be more wild! But it's okay. :D

Mrt back with everybody, alighted at Tanah Merah with Brandon, took bus 12 with him home.

Home around going 1130 ;)

Group photo! Lovable people. ♥♥♥

Hey hi hello

2011-04-10T07:21:00.000-07:00

@ whitesands with Alicia Jescinda Nicholas and Angustus last sunday (3rd April)

Absence make the heart grow fonder

2011-04-07T03:21:00.000-07:00

6 April

Went Whitesand's Subway to have lunch with hun, after lunch took bus back to Tmart. Went over Tmart's mac to meet Navjeet, Kityu, Amalia, Nithra, Gerallyn and some other people. Slacked awhile, went back school. You guys must be wondering why I keep staying in school for like very long and stuff, there's lots of reasons to it! 1) To accompany Ky to see someone. 2) To play Bball. 3) Wait for Wanwen to end dance 4) Have more time with Navjeet, Amalia and Alicia!

So, seat near the piano which is right in front of the basket ball court, of course got motive la. :p

Wanted to play bball but there was basket ball training... so had to wait till 6 plus. Anyway, seat there and waited till 6pm for Wanwen, meanwhile many things happened and TL and WH kept playing with the basket ball in front of us. ._. Can't stop laughing when WH did something stupid, tsk.. 6pm, Wanwen came down to look for us and we started playing. And then, Kityu went off. Waited for Wanwen's mom at macs to come and pick her, separated ways with Alicia and Amalia, took bus 12 home with Navjeet.

7 April

I couldn't meet Vivien or even Derrick cause my class ended late.... Argh, my shedule is so packed, I don't even have time for my other friends... I need to do something about it!

K, whatever. Hoho! I ended class at 3pm but it was pretty much okay, except for CME period, was so fucking pekchek. -.- So anyway, walked to bus stop with Kityu Willi Lionel and Ian. Had a great chat and "something" on the way there. LOL it was very retarded but it's was fun.... Took bus 12 with em', was talking about many things.. Oh and I offically know something today. I don't know if you'd pass by my blog anot.. but I'm gonna write something for you kay girl.

/To: You

Frankly speaking, I've never liked him. It's been almost 2 years, his definitely not my type. And I will never like him either, so don't worry. I didn't except you'd say that, it was quite disappointing, but I hope you know that you still stand a chance k. :)

Bball match tomorrow at Anglician High, probably going with WWN. ^^v

I'm not gonna say I am not in the wrong. I was in the wrong, but so what? You wasn't in the wrong? I gave you an opportunity to be together again. But because of other people's words, you broke this opportunity. Should I say it was an opportunity, or should I say this trust? I seriously never gave any other people 2nd chances before, when it's over, it's seriously over. I don't understand why am I doing so much for you when you didn't even appreciate it. Oh you did, you did it only AFTER you realise it was stupid to believe other people than your own gf. Reflect on this and look whose the one ruining the chance?

PS, I love you

2011-04-06T06:34:00.000-07:00

Accept, tolerate. Reject, let go. I'd rather go for the 2nd option. Back then I chose this as my choice, it's killing me inside but I got to be strong and just stick to it.... Sorry. I love you still NOT.

Whatever I said here is crap.

Stop think go

2011-04-04T03:32:00.001-07:00

(It's not that I don't have pictures!! It is in Alicia's camera!)

2nd April

Met Wanwen Cheryl Ugena Victoria at Tampines Inter, was like 30 minutes late cause of the bus... Waited for Navjeet for another 30 minutes, gosh! When she arrived, we dared her to do a lot of things, HAHAHA. But of course she did none. So took 72 to Hougang, Nigel's house. Reached there, almost everyone was there except Amalia. We played games while waiting for her! Animal Kingdom, fun ttm. Soon, Amalia arrived had p&w.

After that, played monopoly deal, chit-chat. Around going 630, took bus to Kovan to have our dinner. Ate at I forgot where..... but I know I ate Japanese food with everyone except for Navjeet Amalia! Slowly one by one left, like Wanwen Navjeet and Amalia, the rest of us went to the middle of the MRT and decided to go Airport to slack, Nigel parted ways with us, mrted to Airport T3 basement, played cards again, chatted and eat! Left about 1130, wanted to take bus 36 but no service already, so Brandon Linus and I took MRT. Brandon and I stopped at Tanah Merah while Linus went to Bedok. Bused home with Brandon, reached home arnd 12.

3rd April

WOKE UP AT BLOODY 930AM FOR TANKITYU (Hello women, you are featured on my blog) HAHA, I had to drag myself up... cause I slept around 3am! Prepared, aunt fetched me to national library. On the way there.... I saw someone........ Okay so anyway, reached there started to do our Geography project, did the script and Gerallyn came to our rescue! Cause Nasha bby areoplaned! Took video, okay la tell you what's the topic about... it is about Singapore government encourage couples to have more babies!

Heheheh, soon Navjeet came, went mpcc's cafe to grab some things to eat. Ate, walked to bus stop with Kityu, and parted ways with her. Met my mom at Katong, bought things there and parted ways with her cause I needed to find Alicia Jescinda and Nicholas, was super late.. but I had reasons! Went Pasir ris whitesands, ate mac and slacked around Whitesands. Waited for Augustus to come, and then went PRT playground, waited for another 3 more guys to come.t Slacked at the playground till 830 plus bused home with Jescinda and Alicia, was having a very bad headache on the way back home. :@

4th April

Monday blues ._. .... Something happened today and only ahem and I knows! I am damn sad........ Argh, bball tomorrow with Wanwen and Navjeet! :)

Friendship means understanding, not agreement. It means forgiveness, not forgetting. It means the memories last, even if contact is lost. Sometimes I can't stand your attitude and the way you act towards me, but what can I do? If you say you're a loyal friend or even better, "no attitude" person, then prove it to me. Action speaks louder than words.

Fading

2011-04-01T08:49:00.000-07:00

School's pretty okay, except for yesterday, 31/03. Everything turned out okay soon afterwards. So had loads of fun in school. But the annoying thing is teachers keep asking me to keep things for the absentees, I still passed them over to some other people.

31st March

Went lunch with Gerallyn after school > Back to school to meet hun > cabbed to AH > Watched girl's bball match > School bus back to school > Played bball with Navjeet Wanwen Amalia and few others.

1st March

I pranked Ian in the bus and Terence in class! Guess what I told Terence in the morning when he just entered the class?

Me : "Eh Terence why your forehead got like redred thing?"

Terence : "What?!!!!!!!"

Me : "Wa, damn it's a pimple!"

Terence : " REALLY AH?! OMGOMGOMG."

Me : "April fool la dey."

Everyone : "LOLOLOLMAOROFL."

Nearly got pranked but of course didn't! Except for the part when I received Jescinda's text saying she saw me :'( How do you not except me to trust her! So anyway... Geog project after school awhile, didn't go for Boy's bball match. Around 330, Wanwen Navjeet and I took bus to Pasir Ris mrt to meet Vivien, missed 403..... took cab to Pasir Ris Park Elias's playground there. Reached there, saw Jewel Carey Cheryl Rebecca Joanna Joshua Terry Kelvin and co were Played Bball, volley ball, Monopoly deal, eat, chit-chat and joked of course. Wanted to meet Nicholas cause he said he was going Pasir Ris Park, but we left before he came, had our dinner at Whitesands! Subway ; EAT FRESH. Ate at kopitam with everyone, we were like talking about ghost stories and stuff like that. Around going 9, left Whitesands. Took mrt with Wanwen and Navjeet back home. ^^v

I'm gonna sleep very soon, am extremely tired!

I can really see a difference when I act to don't give a damn.

Fall for you

2011-03-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

Sup, life's great and I'm lovin' it! School's fine, hoho finally we played games during PE. Had to split into groups of 4, each group 1 girl! I volunteered to be in Xerxes's group....... because I know they are good in Bball while I let Kityu join Lionel's group cause his a bball-er~ Okay, so the game was fun, had recess after that. Skipped breakfast/lunch cause I had no appetite! Chatted and played cards.Went up for 3 freaking maths lesson. Frankly speaking, this is the first lesson I understand maths? Oopsie...... hope this chapter will pull my marks up! Had Science and assembly afterwards, it's kinda boring thou....

After sch stayed back till 230 for some shit, I have no idea what are we trained on because we just follow what the computer tells us to do, but I kept clicking "ok" until it reached the last question. ~ Bused to Siglap area with Kityu, had Pizza hut for both breakfast and lunch. Alicia joined us later, ate and played... stayed there for like nearly more than 2 hours. :\ Okay, I'm lazy to elaborate the rest... but I just know I had a great talk with hun after quite long.

I wrote a whole chunk here and I ended up backspace everything.

2011-03-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

So sad.

Tired

2011-03-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hi, here to update... so please stop complaining! Okay so.. someone requested me to post about my school life? Hmm.. I shall TRY. It's been years since I ever did a proper post with my school life. Wednesday, I had school. (chey who don't know LOL) Had founder's day celebration, until 1030pm. Had recess, then maths. Oh god.... mathematics is my weakest subject now, I can't even understand algebra.. I think I'm going to give up on my maths very soon... all schools are dismissed at 130pm while NASSians are dismissed at 1pm, in your face. Because it was founder's day! ^^v I forgot where did I go after school... oops :/

Thursday 2403

We NASSian got no school, HAHA in your face. I have no idea why is there no school? Not sure whether is it because it was founder's day the previous day or we gotta go Bishan Stadium the next day. So anyway.... met up with Kityu and Navjeet at Bedok. They were late, but whatever. When 31 arrived they got off and I saw Xingchen, chatted awhile and cabbed to Feng Shan CC cause we were late for the Bball match, NASS won. The hilarious thing is, the coach can't stop shouting when they were playing LOL, we won but guess what? They still got punished. Sotorwhat. Cab back to Bedok... the taxi driver is damn stupid. Whatever, went Bedok Point's Subway for our lunch. Chilled there, talked and joked.

I honestly think I'm talking to myself. Lol

Friday 2503

Biatch day, slept at 1am and woke up at 6am to prepare. Prepared, waited for Kityu and co to come over to my house bus stop to pick me up. Cabbed to Bishan, the uncle damn nice. Instead of $23 he gave us $20 and drived 5 person. (Y) So anyway, reached there. The sun very hot, it's like hotter than any hotter guys I've ever seen. Had to arrange the medals and prizes, so from morning till 1230 Navjeet, Gerallyn , Kityu and I had to arrange things, and give medals. It's damn hot and tiring. We didn't win much... but who cares LOL. AND THEY DON'T ALLOW UMBRELLA, WTH. I had sunburn, what a day. After the matches, Pingswen Navjeet Kityu and I went J8 to have our breakfast and lunch, ate and walked around took train to Pasir Ris, but half way thru Kityu went off. So went Pasir Ris to go Joanna's house, it's damn crowded, FUN. Made new friends, they are really nice. Stayed there till 630, had our dinner at Tampines. (I cut short ah I damn lazy already)

If only we can google how a certain person feels about us.... life would be definitely easier and better for us.

Maybe. Perhaps, I think so.

_|_

2011-03-23T07:40:00.000-07:00

I hate it, I really hate it.

You stood a chance but now I guess everything's gone? (:

What the hell

2011-03-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

I need a break.

School's fine, every thing's fine... but I'M NOT FINE. Gawd, I wanted to die just now.......... but I'm so proud of myself cause I endured all the dizziness throughout the whole day. I have test tomorrow, so I must go. Gonna be released at 1pm on Wednesday, so I'm going to school. There's no school on Thursday but.... on Friday sec 2s and 3s gotta reach Bishan Stadium by 730am. It's super early and... is like, BISHAN IS SO FAR. Okay whatever I'm like talking to myself cause I doubt anyone is reading.

P/S : So you know how it felt like, and I'm quite sure it hurt pretty much huh?

Sick

2011-03-19T01:19:00.000-07:00

I'M SICK ON MARCH HOLIDAY, SUEY OR WHAT.

Karma

2011-03-16T10:28:00.000-07:00

"put yourself into my shoes" you know how to say it but you don't know how to put yourself into people's shoes. I'm fucking laughing at what you're going through now. HAHA

2011-03-12T10:24:00.000-08:00

I act like nothing is wrong but everything is wrong.

100% reason to remember the name

2011-03-12T10:09:00.000-08:00

Was supposed to go Bugis with Alicia only but Xingchen joined us, nothing to do so, caught the movie Big Momma House. Recommand you guys NOT to watch, it's so boring that you can sleep in the movie .____. Mrt down to Pasir Ris. Parted with Xingchen, went find Jescinda and Emma for dinner @ JustAcia. The services cmi ah..... we wrote like more than 10 feedback forms about how bad their service was.

Took bus down to Jescinda's house, played Monopoly deal with Jerome and Alicia. Jerome is a BIG PIG, I must take out his earpiece and poke him while Alicia must pull his pillow, hit him with the pillow and shake him like crazy to wake him up. LOL, stayed till going 12, Jescinda accompanied us down to bus stop and bused home after that. :)

Would you hold it against me?

2011-03-11T22:08:00.000-08:00

I AM NUMBER FOUR

Caught " I am number FOUR " yesterday with Kityu, Wanwen and Navjeet. Great show. Before watching the movie, had our breakfast/lunch at Pizza Hut. Have been skipping breakfast for almost 2 weeks.. Hah so anyway, after that caught the movie. Was super hilarious because alot of people jumped out of their seats because of the sound effect. I WAS ONE OF THEM. It's not because it's scary! but it was because it's so sudden laughoutloudtothemax. Walked around after the movie, bused home with Kityu.

Changed, went Bedok Inter to meet Jescinda and Nicholas. Alicia last minute cmi :'( Saw Anil and some other friends at Bedok, am I getting shorter or are they growing taller?!!!?! So anyway.... went everywhere around my house to slack. I got harrassed by small angmoh boys.. gosh luckily Nicholas was there to help me uh.. if not I'd go crazy. Went Udders to eat at night, was bored so went Siglap park connector to walk, kept hearing creepy voices.... gosh was so freaked out that Nicholas and Jescinda accompanied me home! ^^ Sweet right?!

I AM MEETING MY HUN LATER ON. Teehee ^^

If these didn't happen, I wonder how my life would be now. Perhaps it would be way better than now.

Remember the name

2011-03-09T04:33:00.000-08:00

School as per normal. Had been neglecting my blog for extremely long time.. and haven't been blogging properly for more than a year... I just realised. Every single day short posts. Am really lazy to update my blog, either no mood or nothing to blog about. So, almost everything is back to normal! I should LOVE my life now! Had h2hts with Navjeet, Kityu and some others. I still think old friends understands you better than your new ones.

Not really h2ht but just bringing back some primary school memories back. Seriously miss those time when we are immature. LOLOL, thinking back about what we had done in the past make me laugh.

I got back my results, ain't happy with my Chinese and Maths, but the others pretty much okay. Shall post soon~ OH AND FUCKYEAH! NASS IS RELEASED AT 1030AM THIS FRIDAY (Y)

Life goes on

2011-03-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

I kinda miss you.

2011-02-28T05:06:00.000-08:00

All I wanted was for things to be the way they used to be, so I kept going and going... As if somehow hoping to make time move in reverse.

Lies

2011-02-26T08:37:00.000-08:00

25 Feb
Waited for Jewel till 130pm, Met Leon, Alicia and Clinton together with Eling and Jewel and then cabbed to Airport, played monopoly deal and alot more. Fun ttm, even though I wasn't in a good mood, Leon's laughter just made me smile. :) Home around 7, bathed and change went to meet Eling and Alicia, bused to Kpool saw Xingchen and Rain ^^v. Home sweet home at 1130

26 Feb

Met Jewel > Plaza Sing > Alicia came, went Somerset walkwalk > Bus to PP meet Eling and co > Roxy, Banmian for dinner > Met baby > Jennifer came and L4D all the way > Pool with Alicia.

Today you mentioned about him, and again, I lied. I just can't help it but to lie. He was much better off when I just met him.

2011-02-25T20:39:00.000-08:00

Everytime is you you you you you who cause this to happen one eh.

In the past, YOU. Now, YOU. In the future eh? YOU also?

So close yet so far

2011-02-24T03:27:00.000-08:00

23rd Feb

Went airport with Eling. Studied Geography and then around 630 C and D came. Ctested me on geography, he suck at testing man. Hahaha, played awhile took 36 back home.

24th Feb

Had Geography and Chinese, totally flunked my Chinese paper. After school 201 with A S C L A, tmall with Alicia went back home around 5. Suppose to meet Karen but changed mind.

Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you. Listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for you.

22

2011-02-22T05:09:00.000-08:00

Took this picture when I was on my way back home.

Lessons as per normal today. After school cabbed to airport with Alicia Jewel and Leon. Lucnh at T2 mac, went T3 to play monopoly deal and study.

Fairytale

2011-02-21T06:25:00.000-08:00

Actually I'm quite tired of everything. I wish I could end it without hurting anybody.

Breakfast with Eling Jewel Samantha, stayed back for EL remedial, had to complete art after that. Late lunch with Kityu Grace Nasha. Took bus home with Kityu. Prepare to meet Karen bbg. Love talking h2ht with her! ;) Home sweet home at 9.

15

2011-02-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

Somebody complained that my blog is boring. Tsktsk, post for you kay since you stalk alot of people. HAHA 1 line k.

Lunch with Eling Kityu Nasha Georgina Grace, love having lunch with Kityu, keep making me laugh like crazy!

This is love, the sexually desired.

2011-02-12T09:28:00.000-08:00

If only dreams turn into reality

Unexceptedly, I dreamt of you today...

2011-02-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

Just a dream

2011-02-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

School as per normal, had Science test today. Lunch with Eling and Samantha. ^^

From now no more posts about you, you're not even worth to be posted in my blog. ^^

Love like this

2011-02-07T05:02:00.000-08:00

Pictures at Joy's place. ^^

1200

2011-02-05T21:24:00.000-08:00

I took those promises seriously, and you broke it. If you don't intend to keep those promises, don't make it in the first place..

HPRINCE

2011-02-05T08:25:00.001-08:00

TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOMOROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doesn't matter if tomorrow is Monday, KUAI DIAN!

No chance

2011-02-05T07:01:00.000-08:00

Joy isn't online so.. I need to wait till she send me the photos thru msn.

Meet Kimberly > Joy house > Joy's uncle house > Kimberly's house > Home.

Suppose to meet Nicole, and go Alicia's house but dropped the idea, was so so so bloody moody in the morning, and I feel that I'm changing back... changing back to how I used to be in 2010.

2011, Same shit, Different digits. Nothing's changing, beginning of the year already so screwed up. And when I find out something today, totally made my mind change.... what's wrong with guys nowadays?!!!

6th day, I hope by tomorrow or Monday he will come back... ! Kuai dian fei hui lai Singapore!

First and the last

2011-02-04T10:01:00.000-08:00

I got a phobia of guys giving me dao replies.... want blame, blame him.

Day 5

2011-02-04T09:38:00.000-08:00

4th Feb

Met Jennifer and Nicholas at bedok inter, headed to kpool. L4d for awhile, Nicholas left and Nicole came. Pooled, then soon Junjie and Vishunu came. Pooled afew rounds, everyone left except Nicole, waited for Alicia then ate the first meal of the day ._. Parted with Nicole after that, went Minhui, Jescinda house bainian. Jescinda's brother was kind enough to drive Alicia and I to D's house. ^^ He u-turn like twice, kept going the wrong way. Tonned at D's ;)

5th Feb

Met Nicole.............. don't feel like elaborating already.

8 plus went kpool find Karen and Casey, talked alot of things.. pooled until 1030, supposed to play 1 around w Dawson, but.. I scared lose luh :$ Went down ecp eat w Michelle, Jianliang and Sky. Sky drived us home while Jianliang skated back. ^^

你不知道为sheme

Day 3

2011-02-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

Didn't attend school today. Met Nicole at Bedok int > Bugis > Breakfast & lunch with Javier at mac > Javier's house > Home.

It still hurts and I wonder why.

it's worse than I thought............................................................................................

Day 2

2011-02-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

School as per normal, had assembly for last period. Something hilarious happened, only those who sat infront saw. ROFLMAO, it's like the 2nd time I see him trip and nearly fall. :\

After school went to eat lunch with Nasha and Eling, ~~Gabriel~~ Arnold called me and asked me if wanna watch movie, so met Arnold Jedrich Gabriel at Tmall, and waited awhile for Derrick and his friend to come. Caught Green Hornet. Rate it a 4.7/5? Recommand you guys to watch, it's nice ^^v

Group pix.

2nd day his away, I'm keeping your promise, so I hope you're too.

Day 1

2011-01-31T05:28:00.001-08:00

Went school today, was raining cats and dogs in the morning. Had Geography, teacher let us use phone/ipod listen music. ^^ Recess > Literature, had a play in class, Hafiz Grace and Eling was the witch, funny ttm. > Art > Chinese, had to write compo, Totally wrote crap on the paper, luckily Lionel helped me. :\

CNY is around the corner~ Can't wait to visit Joy, it's a MUST.

Ultra.. ultra disappointed. How lucky can I be? I'm always so lucky in relationships.. but I doubt I'm gonna be lucky next time.

Someonejustdisappearedfrommyeverydaylifeandi'mmissinghim,as a goodfriend :'(

Let me out of the cage

2011-01-30T07:02:00.000-08:00

I think you deserve someone better.

You broke your promise, you've made me change my impression of you and I've never hated anyone as much as this before.

Paranoid

2011-01-29T08:11:00.000-08:00

I asked you.. out of curiosity. I tested you, also out of curiosity and what an answer you gave me?

MIA

Whatever you like

2011-01-25T03:40:00.000-08:00

Haven been posting a proper post, I'm a lazy pig. Busy with school, friends, everything. Hmm, so school have been normal, I love my class. It's like small and quiet, can concentrate better. And Nicole and I made a 'promise' that every Sunday we will meet! Hehehe ^^ goodie.

I had 2.4 run today, so damn tiring. It's like I've not been running for sooooooo long. I used to love running like when I was young, and my stamina was great. When I was p3 I started to hate running and excerising. But it's okay I got my 2nd place :)

Caught Shaolin yesterday, rate it 4.8/5? Awesome show, I like. It's something like IP man. Recommend you guys to watch. Watched it with Eling and Jingyee. :)

2011-01-22T06:14:00.000-08:00

There is always this someone on my mind that I miss, ALOT.
I love you in the past, now and in the future. It will never change. :p

hehehe hi Joy, I miss you. Why did we even drift? :'( You got your Janice you don't want me. Whose' gonna lend me their shoulder to cry on? Whose going to encourage me when I'm about to give up? Whose going to be there for me when I need them? Whose going to chat with me when I'm bored? Whose house will be available for me to go to when I'm bored? Whose house will be availble for me to ton? Whose going to bake cookies with me? :( I miss you dearly lah, meet me soon. <3

180620101201

2011-01-20T05:57:00.000-08:00

Same clique, same pattern, same habit, same character.

Should I MIA?

P/S : Thanks alot for making me _____.

Miracle

2011-01-20T02:07:00.000-08:00

Every single day feeling so fucked up.

18th

2011-01-18T06:25:00.000-08:00

Forever the same

School's fine except for the fact that I have to report early tomorrow for attire check up.

I can't deny the fact that life sucks, not for the school part. And I also realised..................... all guys are f*** up. I don't give a _|_ if you're reading this. Nobody can change my impression of guys except HIM.

4 more days

2011-01-14T02:08:00.000-08:00

You're losing me, do something.

#18

2011-01-13T04:00:00.000-08:00

你说我给你太多，却不能给我什么。

I don't feel happy at all, and I wonder why.. you made me feel like I'm stupid, stupid enough to make that decision ...

Oleh oleh oleh

2011-01-12T04:54:00.000-08:00

OLEH IS BORING, I prefer normal lessons!

I wish you will text me like you used to.

I know you will be reading this

All the same

2011-01-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

BANGS

Nicole & Alicia (L)

Went over to Javier's house to find Nicole around 1130 plus, then walked over to Udders Icecream eat icecream. Went back Javier's house to put the umbrellas, and then his mom fetched us to Bedok Inter. Wanted to go over woodlands with J & N with A but she was late so I waited at inter. Asked Hsuan down to pass me my homework ^^ Then took 168, suppose to go woodlands find J but ended up going Tampines to eat, after that. Parted ways with Hsuan, went over to Alicia's house to slack awhile, then meet Hsuan again to go kpool. Played pooled with Jieling while waiting for Nicole to come over. Played pooled while, went 32 degrees, chatted until 9 plus anywhere in PP.

You're like no different from any other guy.

6

2011-01-05T04:57:00.000-08:00

School was fine except for the attire check-up. Will update soon. Bb

Don't know what the hell is wrong with you ._.

2011

2011-01-01T09:38:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!

sorry I'm like... an hour late :'(

So count down at ecp was a blast with clique, didn't get to take a group photo.. :'( but it's okay, I am not going to do a post for my count down, but you can check it out @ http://aliciameowzxc.blogspot.com/ my hun's blog, pictures are also up there! :B

Gonna meet Daven tomorrow, his gonna pass me somethings and gonna meet my Pingswen darling, and in the afternoon, gonna meet my hun! :)

It might have been

2010-12-29T10:36:00.001-08:00

2010

Ogay hiiiiiii, gonna summarise up 2010. It's been a great year for me, but many up and towns. What comes around, goes around. This year passed really fast, like supersonic. (joking)

So many things yet so little time, I thought 365 days won't pass that fast, but it did! CA,SA,EOY is over, and now I'm going secondary 2. I thought I was just primary 6 2 years ago. Stressing about PSLE. And this November and December holiday felt really short for me, as if it was just 1 week holiday ._. ..
So, in 2010 all I want is to be a good year, hope I won't make the same mistakes again, no more regrets, (maybe there will be but.. not that much). So ... it's a new year and I would definitely want to change my bad habits!

- New year's resolutions

Get into Express stream.
GAIN WEIGHT
Not to always show attitude.
Not to create trouble
Study hard, Play hard!

Oh and another thing.. In 2011, I just want to be happy. No more sadness!

*Hehe, looking forward to tomorrow's picnic with clique and some other school mates! :)

Make it possible

2010-12-28T11:00:00.000-08:00

FOL. ;)

So which part of me isn't quite good enough?

Why didn't you take that step?

2010-12-27T12:12:00.000-08:00

Feeling so damn farked up now. So much to say about but don't know where to start from. I learned alot in 2010. This 2 months of holidays was more like a lesson.

P/S: I think this is the only space for me to rant my feelings out. Whenever I rant it to someone, they will just give me an answer like, 'oh/cheerup/lols/why?/haha' like farkyou, you asked me to tell you about my feelings and you give me this?

Just a game

2010-12-25T11:25:00.000-08:00

I want to blog everything out so badly.. but I know if he sees it... I'm just going to be guilty again, and then I will be stressed up about things again. I wonder who reads my blog silently.... hmm?

Enough

2010-12-25T10:50:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Hi I am almost 3 hours late )': forgot to post just now. But it's okay, stayed at home celebrated with family. So many things happened on the christmas, I don't like.

24th the christmas eve, went down Somerset to find Jennifer Xinran Randolph and co. Jennifer came to fetch me from Somerset, and then went to fetch Tia, down to Cineleisure to meet the rest. Saw some familiar faces there. Had KFC for late lunch, caught the movie 'Gulliver's Travel' with Jennifer Tia & Xinran rate it a 4.5/5 funny and nice show. Movie ended, went to meet the rest. Ate dinner at... I forgot where. Hehe, waited for 12am.. rotted around Cineleisure/outside Cine. Wherever we go got people holding snow spray.. DANGEROUS.

Xinran, Randolph Shihong and Daven got sprayed like mad, saw Yalan on the way. When it's 12am everyone went wild and spray other people. Jennifer Tia and I kena :'( Am very lazy to elaborate....... took train to Bedok, walked Tia home with Randolph, cabbed home. Thanks for the ride Xinran. :)
It's the 26th today, Holiday passed like in a blink of an eye, I didn't spend it wisely... damn too late to regret, and I did stupid things. Gonna meet Daven later, passing him something and then meet my hun, down to ecp to meet my babe. Taking something from her. ^^v oh and this is probably the worst christmas ever in my whole entire life... it's so boring that I want to die, Christmas Eve was much better than Christmas itself! Oh well....

Requests

2010-12-22T10:51:00.001-08:00

For people who had requested me about my wallet and phone, here is the photos. Sorry for taking so long to post this, am really lazy. :/

Phone model : Samsung Omnia Pro. ^^

Waiting outside the lines

2010-12-21T11:25:00.000-08:00

11th's

If only happy pills existed.

111220102000

2010-12-16T08:55:00.000-08:00

Hi readers I'm back, and I am proud to say.............................. I got my cute babyR. ♥

So many things to post but I've forgotten everything ): .. Shall post what I can remember.

- Don's birthday

- Kpool... alot alot of days

- Town, Tampines

- Bedok

15/12 : So headed down to town yesterday, met my ASHY hun, walked around, bought something, ain't saying it because it's a secret!!! Headed down to Tampines to buy clothe for Alicia's godbrother. Bought a top for him, and then went to T1, had my dinner there. Was laughing like crazy because of some jokes and stuff. Why this littleprettycuteshy Alicia hun always make me go high one ah!!

Home sweet home around 10plus.

16/12 : Met babyR, M, J, S, D at bedok, Karen came down with Josephine after that, parted with the rest, brought babyr to Bedok polyclinic. After that went Roxy Square with Karen Joseph babyR to have my 'breakfast'. Tsk it was already around 5 when I started eating. Ate and went to Parkway. Saw some familiar faces there, am very lazy to elaborate ):

I love my babyboy to the max.

多痛多可以，不能没有你。

2010-12-08T10:46:00.000-08:00

A fake smile is better than a frown.

Been going out with Alicia and Karen alot lately, met Lirong and Shirley recently. Am really lazy to post, so not in the mood to post, but just for my readers... so anyway, many things happened this few days, sincerely want to apologise to Joy, I forgot to call you today :'( argh...! I had something on today too.. so I'm sorry! I wonder if you still read my blog. Thanks for being there when I needed you.

So, met Karen today for buffet at downtown, then went down to Parkway to get somethings, had a hair cut today! Went City Plaza, shopped around. Cabbed down to Tampines to find R, M, S. Waited for S to end work, bus downed to S's house to celebrate Don's birthday.

Posting this because, from the bottom of my heart I'm sorry Joy and Alicia for not going out with you all today!! :'( I miss my Joy alot, told her some things yesterday and she was already flaming like @#$%&. ilyttmxg!

Keep holding on

2010-12-02T08:59:00.000-08:00

cause you know you'll make it through

Pretty true isn't it?
Maybe I should just give up, I don't know. Sometimes, his sweet, his cold, his angry, his gay. I just want to know.. where do I stand in his heart.. why are you hurting me over and over again..

Move on

2010-11-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

Try harder
Hello readers, just a quick update about what happened afew days back. Been out with my girlfs. Thanks to them they made me smile, laugh hard and play hard at the same time. Shopping, pooling, lan-ing, eating, slacking, everything! Time pass, things change. I can't change the past, but I can change the future, the way I want it to be. May not always be the way I want it to be, just hope that it will turn out good.

Ok to be real honest, I have no idea what did I do the past few days. I know I met some seniors and girlf out to eat Ban Mian at Roxy, played l4d and bought a pair of sandals and a bag. Oh and I'm loving my passport holder because it's DOMO h3h3x.

Just got home from PP. Before that met Karen at MP59 FoodHouse to eat xiao long bao, yumyum! It's been almost.. 4 years + since I ate xiao long bao? Pretty long huh! Met JJ A V, headed to PP, A and V left, left JJ Karen & I. JJ's friend joined us after that, pooled till 11 plus, headed home after that. Oh and I'm updating my blog now, is because I have something to say...

Happy sweet 14th birthday to Alicia Soh Hui Yi sweetheart (L)
Don't say f**ked up 14 you mei you ley, where got f**ked up! Let's just fish life and play hard tomorrow alright! Remember, I'm always here for you when you need me. :)

I hope I wish

2010-11-24T07:49:00.000-08:00

It's time to face the truth, I'll never be with you.
*there's another new post below this.
Sorry readers, I cant recall what I did after 20th november... I think I went out kpool with Alicia/Karen/JJ and friends/BP and JJ. That's about it..

I don't know what am I going to blog.. all I know is I'm feeling down.. really down.. I've never ever planned to blog anything out about my feelings in blog. Because I know anyone, anyone in the world can see this. I bet no one can even understand me.. I'm a stubborn girl.. when I say I'm sticking to this.. I am really going to stick to that.. just that particular thing, nothing else..

I missed June holidays.. I really do, if I could rewind back, I would make things all right, I would also have studied much more harder for EOY.. I wouldn't be in state now, I won't be blogging about this, I might be blogging about what's going on in my holidays.. What should I do? People have been convincing me to get over it, cheer up and many other things.. I feel guilty wasting their time typing all those things out.. I mean, it doesn't even help me at all.. it's not going to make me get over with it.. it's not, it's never going to make me get over with it..

I've lost faith in everything I do, even talking to friends.. I feel like a failure. I know there is a saying "You are the winner, you haven given up" but.. fml.. seriously.. I wonder who on earth reads my blog, who would bother to even read my blog posts man.. I cried once again.. I'm such a weakling.. I promised, I swore, I tried not to cry anymore.. but I can't, I did it once again. Over and over again, I had enough of this.. I'm tired of life, I'm tired.. I'm wondering.. what if school starts tomorrow?.. I wouldn't have the mood to attend school.. I wished "heartache" could be the reason why I can't attend school.. but sadly, no.

I'm not afraid to try again, I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.. same quote, same feeling, same fact, same everything.. is there any solutions to all these quotes? I wished there is.. I don't even dare to tell anyone how I feel right now, because I've already promised them.. not to cry again, not to be sad.. not to mention his name.. not to complain anymore.. so I guess the only way is to blog it out on this lil space of mine... I've let them down, I've let myself down, I've let everyone down. I've been wearing a fake mask just to cover the other side of my face.. words, really can't elaborate how I feel.. I feel so insane right now. I've never, never ever been like this..

Just really appreciate all the concerns from Joy, Alicia, Karen, Junjie, Renguo, Jianliang, Karyl, Sean, Melvin, Matt, Zakia, Brandon, Lirong, Clinton, Joseph, Keith, Xinyi, Junlong, Angel, Dejun, Jeremy, Weekian, Dunpeng and everyone who asked me what happened..

Overcoming

2010-11-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

Fear

I hope it's the first, and the last.

Life hasn't been great for me, owell. Everyday I hope it'll be a better day for me. So, have been tonning and such. Many things happened in a week. Can't really remember what happened recently, but trying to recall what happened. I wonder if she still reads my blog... XX

So have been going out with Minhui Alicia Amanda recently I guess? Bugis/Chalet/Kpool. I forgot when did we take this pictures, and why.

opps can't recall anything after that, so gonna start posting from 18th november.

Met Karen at Bedok for late lunch @ Pizza Hut, had h2h talks with her. Finally said out everything... I have no idea what was I thinking either on that day.. feeling super shag. Vent angers on pool. Walked from PP to ECP, had a really long chat with Karen that day. Missed those days when I went out with her. :)

19th november, went down Karen's because she wasn't feeling well. Met her at her bus stop, took bus down to ECP. Ate at BBtea shop, then walked to the beach.

Rest awhile saw Arnold & Jedrich, Yenyen and her friend too. Left the beach and saw Chong Zhe. Small world, haha missed playing with him badminton. It was Kenneth Chew's birthday, his chalet was held at block D, so went there. Slacked, played, eat and drink. Left chalet, decided to join IC people to skate down Orchard. Was a really fun and super tiring trip. My leg almost broke, but it was fun. Great thanks to Melvin for paying the cab far down to Ecp, really appreciate it. Joseph sent quite a number of us home, home sweet home at 130am.

Deeper than before

2010-11-14T10:16:00.000-08:00

Lovebite

Hi readers. It's now 225am and I'm not yet asleep. How good am I? I'm updating to keep someone entertained. P/S: I miss JoyKYE! Been out this few days, hmm......

Friday - Out with lg to Arab Street, get her blingz, to blingz her bb! Mad chio and she thinks it's ugly/okok only. :@ Went Bugis street, bought a top. Satisfied much ^^.

Saturday - Out with A, A and MH with some other girls, karaokae @ Bedok. Saw M & XR at mac, went to bugis shop abit, bought a pair of pants for myself. Alicia shoptilldrop already.
Went down Kpool to find lg , M and some other people. Stayed for around 30 minutes and left to meet someone.

Sunday - Woke up at 2pm was late to meet my sweeth & MH. Sorry girls :'( Met them around 630 at PP, played audi & pool. Saw Mich husband and JJ. Went home quite early.

A picture taken in september I guess, with michhubby's DSLR.
Been paranoid this few days. Why am I breaking down so easily?..

Regrets

2010-11-08T12:08:00.000-08:00

Hello blogger world. Sorry for neglecting this space of mine, xoxo.

Been out this few days. Well, for the past 4 days I wasn't in a good mood.. particularly it is because of him. I have nothing much to talk about what happened to me. But yes, there was many programmes up for me this week. Class chalet, out with Jennifer and all the seniors for birhtday celebration, out to kpool with some goodfriends of mine and upcoming arabstreet trip with my babygirl, birthday celebration once again for Minhui and etc.

I can't really recall what happened the past few days, but I know that Eling & I tonned at Wc's house! Went down to meet M & S. They knew we were hungry so they bought many things from mac down to 120. But ended up throwing it because we ate already.. felt guilty.. played cards till morning. Went to play audi and went back wc's house. Got home around 6? Prepared and went out again. Home sweet home at 11 plus.

Well, I really broke down badly that day... so.. someone asked me out as he didn't want me to do silly things.. so met him. Didn't really talk much or smiled that day. I wasn't even acting like who I was.

I don't know what happened after all this things. But recently on the 911, wishing Jianliang happy 15th birthday! ^^ Had class chalet, met eling early in the afternoon, played L4D awhile and headed off to katong to take 12 down to Pasir Ris. Met the rest of the class, BBQ-ed, played, spammed photos. Bonded with the class really well. Soon everyone left, and I took bus 12 with Shermin, the rest tonned and stayed over. Special thanks to Wanwen for organizing the chalet and Shermin for booking it! Others : Thanks for the food, and the contribution even though I don't really know who was the one who provided the food!

10/11;

Woke up late, supposed to wake up at 9am and prepare meet J at bus stop to Vivo City, but woke up at 12pm, which was the time that I was suppose to reach Vivo City. Randolph and J spam called me like $%^&* but I was sleeping like a pig because I slept at 4am. :'( Sincerely sorry! Met Junjie in MRT, directly headed to Sentosa to meet the rest (Jennifer, Huiyi, Shihong, Randolph, Aikhong, Daven, Jianliang, Xinran, Kaixiang) I can't remember omg! Played volleyball, bball, chatted and made 'rice' balls. It's been months since I touched the sand! Heheh. Washed up, Huihui came over. Got ready to go Marina bay for dinner. JustAcia for dinner, the food was really heaven, :b. Free flow drinks and icecream! Argh yumyum. Went to one open area and played cards. Xinran went to get the cake but Jennifer & I left already. :'(

So once again, Happy 15th birthday Kaixiang and Jianliang! (L)

11/11;

Rot at home the whole day, thinking about things. I'm sick, and I want to get well. 11:11, I wish my cough fever and runnynose will be cured :'(